why i hate my county.

so today i had a breakdown. witch i do often. when i break down i dont get all teary and angry, i get all crazy and angrey and start cussing people out and talk about how bad my county is. it was gym, and we were walking the track. and all of a sudden, i just got REALLLY pissed at my school system.i started yelling "WHAT THE FUCK IS FUCKING WRONG WITH FUCKING ______ COUNTY!!!!!!!!" i started to ask my bf why the locals were so dumb, and why we lived there. i decided once im out of this freaking county, im NEVER comming back. anyway. i miss NY. why cant VA be like NY? i started thinking abouth thingsin my home town that i missed. like going to the creek. which was a river, but in NY you called rivers creeks. anyway, going to the river and fishing for crawdads. or making tube shoots. or swimming accros the creek and climbing the rock wall to jump off into the water. or on homecomming at church. in my old hamlet thing, there was only one church that everyone went to, so we would all bring food and go accross the street to the public park and eat and play. i remember the slide was so big to me! :[
hopefully im going back this summer to live with my grandperents for 1 month. i wanted to get a job, visit that park, meet up with old friends, and just try to remember mychildhood there. i miss it T.T

nights now!!
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