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Salut mes amies!

So I've been having interesting thoughts about myself recently. Concerning a few things that I do not reveal until I am completely sure for myself. Now here they are. (This is the part where you get ready for a list and yell,

 "Oh yay!! Maxwell Dorian!!"         Or not.

1. Thing one. Thought process

How do you think? When you see something do you think about it more than when you hear something? If you read a statement that says "Jan jumped over the log", do you think about the action more that you would if someone were to read it to you? Can you picture the scene faster perhaps? Maybe begin to expand the idea? The log was rotten, beginning to decay and turn into soil. I seem to process information better when I see it. I do not like listening to people. Like that phrase "believe none of what you hear and half of what you read"....Or maybe it was the other way around. I dont know. Whatever Im confused.

2. Thing two. Sex

Hah. Laughable topic. The good ole eff you see cay.

I cant decide upon this subject. A constant battle in my head. I almost feel as though a relationship is not needed for the latter to occur. In relationships I seem to wilt.

Maybe they arnt for me. Its been just about a year since I have been in a long term relationship. And even that only lasted less than 12 months. It suffocated me. I need to breath. I need to be out there. Since then I have flitted from guy to guy, eyeing the wrong men, developing a taste for the untouchable. Ive been just fine. Of course I have my moments where I want that affection...But they are always short lived and silly. Maybe one day I will meet a man who can truly amaze me. Truly interest me. Truly satisfy me in a way without touch. Maybe then Ill commit my live there forth in his hands. 

I know this day is not a close one. Even if I did meet someone as I described, personally, and emotionally, I would not be able to tie mine to his. And thats that.

3. Thing three. "Unschooling"?

http://news.yahoo.com/video/health-15749

655/extreme-parenting-radical-unschoolin

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These parents are going about it all wrong but have the best idea. It will evolve with time though, and the path to true education will be golden!